Fragile

Viewing back my past,

There was always angels looking back for me,

“This child is still young,

Don’t scold him for any reason”

Spoil?

Be spoilt while you still can.

How much I had lost?

I think I just have knack to lose everything.

I’ve been through all of this so much,

Congesting my “typical” life,

No one knows.

God,

I’ve finally lost,

Lost my directions for surviving,

Lost my wills for doing anything,

Lost my manuals for everything,

I’m just a little utterly worthless person,

Having life without soul,

That’s it.

Be contented with what you own,

Hold on, what I have exactly?

Friends?

I’ve been curious and wonder,

Can be my trusted friends be trusted?

Insecurity always stomp into my heart and my mind,

Why does my life seem so miserable?

Are You testing me?

Or these are just so-called elements of life?

Life seems so fragile

Don’t you think the same?

I’m not fine,

Bad things come flooding into my life,

I’m drowning.

As I’m looking at the lake through my window,

I wish I can throw my remembrances into that lake,

As either I’m able to hurl the bad things away

Like a baseball.

I’m suffering,

I couldn’t endure the pain,

Pain is growing in my heart,

Please………….

Stop……………

Tear is running out from my eyes,

As blood is dropping fast from my heart.

God, take me with you.

End…

Posted by Henry at 7:18 PM

Fraud shit, I cuss you!!

PROMOTION/PRIZE AWARD‏

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Posted by Henry at 6:17 PM

Falling in Love

p.s Maybe I'm a computer geek, but surely CHUCK is the best among all. I had finished two seasons since I came back to the hell place. I'm awaiting SEASON 3. NBC please save my "assssss" here.

Posted by Henry at 5:01 AM

Random Post

Posted by Henry at 11:09 PM

Lament of Cloud

I truly wish I am the plants in the rain.

Obviously, they do not care about the cloudy sky, wind that was strong enough to make me feel uncomfortable standing inside a lab so I would hardly be able to stand there and wait for someone and look at those plants without any serious reason. Apparently, they do not afraid to face the battle for surviving. Impressive! “Huh, what the hell is in my mind, I should’ve pay attention during lab period. Just go back and continue your work before someone notices.” That’s what I keep saying to myself in my head.

Thunder sounds the sky and sends jolts of adrenaline through my body. The dryness of the storm takes the joy out, until I hear a sound which is the effect of hitting measuring cylinder with a glass rod. I continue doing my experiment inside the coolest lab, waiting for the feeling of the warmth upon my skin. Only seconds after that thought, I’m awaked.

The rain sounds like music to my ears as I listen to it beat out a tune on the leaves of the plant, and the trees sway in the wind to the melody. I begin to think again, but cannot contain what I am feeling. “Oh, for Christ’s sake. I am really craved to be the plant in the rain, let the tears of cloud wash away my despicable mask that paste hardly on my face! Demon of the mask, just stay away from me! ”

On the way back to my lovely room, the clouds roll in again so quickly that I blink and suddenly blue sky vanishes behind the veil of impending rain. I look up at the sky, observing His workings. The first drop ever falls and lands on my cheek. All of sudden, I can feel the sadness of the clouds themselves. Another drop falls. This time it lands on my hands and shoulders. Sadness hits my mind once again. “Mr. and Miss Clouds, please wash away my contemptible veil. Just do it for God’s sake, vanish the current me.”

I see a great pool of water gathered on the road and the wind blows again, gently pushing me towards the door of my home. “Should my journey to home just end like that, that’s it?” I am so wondered. I walk, slowly and reluctantly to the door, savoring those last few steps. The wind sweeps the rain in for one last kiss on my face. I’m home anyhow.

Posted by Henry at 9:02 PM

Brand New Me

For no reason,

I've been lost, hidden, buried.

Reality is not an attainable goal

There comes a time, in a my life,

I seek for an advice, advice that unmask me.

Look at me,

What can you see?

Jerk..?

Moron..?

Comedian may be..?

I am a man living in my dream,

Fighting through pains,

Just do my best.

The way I behaved is not me at all,

Hunted and brainwashed,
in love I did fall,
I forced to leave you,
It may not be easy,

I have been given so much.

My world awaits many answer,

As phobia stay inside,

Peel all my strength,

Solitary implant again.

Today is the day,

Day to excel,

It's never too late,

to bid the pain farewell.

I am looking into it,

I want to live in my own life,

Happiness will be owned.

Posted by Henry at 7:27 PM

7 Things (Guys Don't Have To Do) Miley Cyprus

Posted by Henry at 5:38 PM

Stand Solitarily

I look through my fingers, which I have spread across my eyes so I would not see what was before me. I close the crack of my hands so I could only see darkness. The darkness that is aroused by the setting of the sun. Far to the east, I'm only can see the lonely sun is disappearing from my face as I stand between the window sills. As I stand here, between the sills and hands on it, I feel I have been rejected disdainfully by the light. The clouds seem to be gathered and darken all the atmosphere. Life is sad like mine, it is originally full with jocundity instead of sadness. That's the order of God, The deepest place in my heart seems like the loneliness and sadness park. The grass is crying out sadness, the trees are crying out loneliness. Dewdrops fall down from leaves as they keep flowing drop by drop, darkness begins to show........................

Posted by Henry at 7:58 PM

My first DURIANS at Kampar

p.s: sorry to tayshawn, jeff, haoyi and peiyi c'oz i let u guys spend on these DURIANS. Haha.

Posted by Henry at 10:05 PM

Two Big Mountain of RICEs

Posted by Henry at 9:56 PM

Big News!!

Dead Body Found in DDK1 UTAR Kampar............

End of news.

-Henry reported-

Posted by Henry at 9:49 PM

Super "Kao" Milo

Posted by Henry at 9:45 PM

Unbelievable

Posted by Henry at 12:32 AM

~THINGS ARE IN GOOD TRAIN, I AM IN ATHWART~

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- DIFFERENT ME--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Posted by Henry at 1:38 AM

Trapped in Affliction

I am sitting all alone in my room and once again I am thinking of my life. Past is just passing me by. A lot of of pain, a lot of tears, that's how I remember those pain in my heart. I am helpless. People who know me only can see the image of happiness that diplays from me, still, I found out it's really arduous for me to hide those again. I am really toil. I want to say goodbye to everything, things just faded away. Words spoken from animosity and rage reach climax, painful reality arouse my peak. Anaesthesia has touched my soul. Hatred, bitterness, silent scorn, punishment, injustice are what I have seen myself in the mirror. Am I still the same me? Or act cruel is just the only way? Leave comments pls...

Posted by Henry at 10:31 AM

Westlake Heineken Gang (HG)

There is no situation in life has no pros and pleasures. Life is short, and too much of it must not overcome with idle deliberation on how it will be spent. Problem shall be just the same if there is no proper solution. I have confronted with numerous matters that no one can be fixed it for me. Thought that I am good enough for something or someone, eventually, I found that didn't pay with my full strength. Oh yes! I admit that. What in the tarnation am I doing? This is where God took me? Am I still having faith in myself? Am I going to abjure myself as a docile teenager? I have no idea. One thing sure is I want be a drunkard, perhaps this is just the only way I can reassurance my tortured mind.

The Kampar Great Wall

Kampar Tower

HG Henry

HG WengWai

HG Tayshawn

HG Rannie

HG ZiHao

Posted by Henry at 1:30 AM

Chicken Curry Bread (Kampar)

Posted by Henry at 2:11 AM

Dedicated to someone....

Stow in my eyespot
String along with you all the time
Whither subversive’s obscurity grow
Clear the obstacle never been hesitated.

I hear slow whisper
A faint crying of sound
Yearn for hope and remedy
Make a touch never pains.

Leaves die……
Flowers shrivel……
Songs fade……
Stories end……
Reminiscences were forgotten
Circs were chronicle
Though so many had died and faded
Precious people like you are always treasured.

Truly by HenryNeoh

Posted by Henry at 8:27 PM

Sunshine Day

Today seems to be the only sunshine day since I came back. I am so wonder what is happening on me. “From your parents you learn love and laughter and how to put one foot before the other. But when books are opened you discover that you have wings. ” My Mom used to say that to me, but in facts, I knew that quote is from Helen Hayes long time ago. Sigh, as long as it is educative, it is useful to me, a lesson to me as well. Perhaps I am missing friends from PJ campus, the real friends, I have to mention that otherwise will cause misunderstanding. Misunderstanding, like straws, upon the surface flow; for whom would search for the pearls must dive below. The pearls I mentioned are friends who are really hard to find. Friends, see you at Kampar!

Posted by Henry at 11:40 AM

Confusion in my life

I want to be free. I wanted to be one of the freest people in the whole world. Freedom to me was not simply doing what you want to do--anyone can do that. Freedom, for me, meant having the authority to do what you know you ought to do. Hence I started looking for answers. It seemed like almost everyone was into some sort of religion, so I did the apparent thing.

Another area that started to change was my temper. I didn't used to blow my stack if somebody just looked at me cross-eyed. My temper was such a part of me that I didn't try to consciously change it. I arrived at the crisis of losing my temper only if something really badly happen on me. Hell no!!

Now someone has hit my mind who I am actually found her as "This girl is too fake!!" lately. She has ultimately made me frust about her attitude, her promise?? I guess i have totally pay no attention to her until the core. She was so cruel to me, at least I wouldn't just neglected someone if the someone needs my help, yet she did it. And she did to her friends as well. Oh my gosh, someone saves this girl for her own sake.

"Lord Jesus, I need you. Thank you for dying on the cross for me. Forgive me and cleanse me. Right at this moment I trust you as Saviour and Lord. Make me the type of person you created me to be. In Christ's name, I pray. Amen."

Posted by Henry at 12:51 PM

XMen Origin plus Taiwanese Cuisine

Went to Midvalley after finished everythings at selayang. We have a great and enjoyable time before we going to further our studies whether at Kampar or UCSI or Russia. Though we are not able to stay in a place at last yet the most vital is the relationship between us, bonding between friends will never break. I am glad for having such a good relationship between you guys. I have faith in you guys just like you guys have your faiths in me as well. I believe that all of us will meet at a place know as The Deeper Place of Heart, no doubt but only faith. Good luck everyone, in the truly and sincere heart i wish for all of you.

Posted by Henry at 7:00 PM

End of Foundation Life in Petaling Jaya UTAR campus

The very first thing I remember of my foundation-days is the first day at campus. No known friends, strangers are everywhere. I know how it feels like. It’s certainly not pleasant. In facts, it was quite a traumatic feeling. I was herded into a tutorial class known as TE4, which is my year time tutorial group. Well, the first guy I knew is Slash who is an Indian, and actually very nice to me. Too bad now he is no longer in TE4 since he is not really interests in biology. Not forget to mention, my best friends in current TE4 and other TEs. Meet you guys in Kampar.

One year went by very quickly. We learned many new things, but most importantly we learn to mix with one another. We do not agree on some things but we were glad that we had an opportunity to meet one another and thus begin friendships that last even to this day. For that I am thankful and not likely to forget. In Him I pray, pray for everyone, for blissful and happy life. Amen.

Truly Moments

Roomate @ housmate

Cole Cheang

Good luck in Petaling Jaya since you are the only friend I know will stay in Petaling Jaya. Don’t push yourself too hard k? =)

E-Shen

Sorry for calling and letting others know your nickname (orang minyak). Anyways, friend forever!

Ginger Lim, Candy Yeon, Seh Rui, Yan Min

Nice to stay with you girls in the same house. Sorry for my loud laugh sometime, haha.

TE4

Hermin

Sorry for saying about your shoes all the times, it's actually very nice. Don’t be “Stress Po”. Thanks for your Math 1 notes, I’m really appreciate them. Haha.

Freezy

Thank you for helping me a lot, sorry for scared you in cinema. I feel very guilty indeed.

Michelle

I bless you in your relationship. If you face chagrin, don’t feel hesitate to find me. Haha.

Ring

You are most funny girl in TE4, and we really have a lot of fun of you all the time. Too waste is you are going to further your MBBS in Russia, anyways, I wish you luck there.

Sensei@Jestrine

I feel the same between you girls, brave and mature. Haha, meet you girls at Kampar.

Lee Yen

I still remember u said I look like a smoker. Come on, I hate smoking. Haha. Anyway, you are really cute sometimes. Hmm, cute means the way you speak. Kaka.

Kalai

Sorry for calling you Amuthe all the time. Btw, pleasure to be your classmate.

Tweety

Nice to meet you.

Guys

Haha, it’s been my honour and pleasure to meet you guys. Though we “Ma lat” all the times, we still able to be such an amigo. No regret, from my sincere heart. Bond and scott, must pass the math, else I will kill you. Rannie, “CB” that word I learned from you, thanks you. Haha, just kidding. Spiky, don’t watch anime and manga all the time, it’s pretty bad for you, haha.

Other TEs

TE1, TE2, TE3, much obliged!!! Thank you!! Especially to Hui Jie, Yvonne, Seven, Weng Wai, Cai Ting and the gang, Choi, Neo, Yen Yee, Pei Zhi, Xiao Rou, Min Yee, Tayshawn, and…………….(to those I didn’t mention, all of you are my best friend too!!!)

p/s:

To Yen Yee and Pei Zhi,

I will try my best to be a best Papa and King Papa, haha. =p

~The End~

Best regards,

henry

Posted by Henry at 9:44 PM

Nice Poem~

Square root of three

I fear that I will always be a lonely number like root three
A three is all that’s good and right
Why must my three keep out of sight beneath a vicious square root sign?
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick with just some quick arithmetic
I know I’ll never see the sun as 1.7321

Such is my reality a sad irrationality
When, hark, just what is this I see?
Another square root of a three
Has quietly come waltzing by
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
And with a wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
And love for me has been renewed

I’ve found this from a movie and I love it so much. Simple but meaningful.
I’m hoping you guys will enjoy it.
p/s: It’s a love poem~

Posted by Henry at 11:01 AM

SemiFinal DRAMA

First of all, congratulation to those have successfully enter the semi final of drama competition [especially Freezy, Choy, and Kok Houng group]. I went to PE block to watch their drama performance today, it's very spectacular. You guys are really great.

p/s: i'm not gay but pls don't discriminate them.

Congratulation to Fatimah group for entering final.

Posted by Henry at 9:45 PM

I'm not a bad guy~

I'M NOT A BAD GUY. Well, lot of misunderstandings hit me lately. I think all the misunderstandings happen because we are on different plans of realities different plan of emotion, how we feel about things and about people around us and its because of that feeling we arat seeing things in that way or expecting things in that particular ways. I'm wondering if there someone will understand me. I shouldn't talk much, time will explain everythings for my own sake.

Posted by Henry at 5:10 AM

Black cloud to Me

As I stood near the window-my hands resting both on the window sill and also on my cheeks, gazing towards the unknown, my mind on something, my concentration on something else, my eyes seemed to keep searching for something now meaningless, as though I am bound to find it but my weary eyes could bear no more. As I began to try to bring my eyes down, I gathered myself, I pulled myself together, I saw that it was quite meaningless to expect it;. it was gone and my thoughts cannot bring it back. Despite the fact that if it was the truth it might have been something more or less similar to this may be with slight significant differences. If it was the truth however now it is the same as before. It is gone-gone too far away; I cannot bring it back no matter how hard I might try. My anger started to bottle up inside me. My temper that seemed to have been bubbling just beneath the surface all day, was now reaching the boiling point. But all of the sudden, I can feel the sky is ranning in my heart though the sky is blue in reality. But in my eyes, the sky seems so dark and dimly. Black colour has filled in my entire body.

My sight especially...................

Posted by Henry at 11:28 PM

Tagged by KIKI

1. The person who tagged you

Kiki Chan Pei Zhi

2. Your relationship with him/her is

friend

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her

5?well, there a bit difficult for me. Hmm...kinda cute girl, nice, hardworking, happy-go-lucky, and moderate i guess.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you

no idea

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you

Hmm....dunno

6. If he/she become your lover you will

haha, impossible lar~

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be

Probably don't wear long pants or jean, skirt is more suitable for her.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will

Regret

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be

Haha, maybe i do somethings wrong

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now

hmm...dunno

11. Your overall impression of him/her is

Can be a very good friend

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

i'm a insane man

13. The characters you love of yourself are

Happy-go-lucky

14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself

Im fat.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is

Pillar

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.

Thank you

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

1. Spiky

2. Weng

3. Whyn houng

4. YV

5. Tayshawn

6. Yen Yee

7. Cole

8. Jeffon

9. Jenelyn

10.Candy

18. Who is no. 6

A friend from Te3

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?

A female

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?

Haha...Hmm, no idea.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?

He changed his course ady, no idea

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?

Last friday

23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?

Classic I think.

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?

No.

25. Will you woo no. 3?

Huh?

26. How about no. 7?

Huh again.

27. Is no. 4 single?

No.

28. What is the surname of no.5?

Lee

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?

Watching anime. keke

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?

Haha.. they don’t know each other.

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?

Utar

32. Talk something casually about no. 1

He is my classmate.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?

Very funny, never.

34. Where does no. 9 live at?

In Asia, but not Malaysian. sorry, i have forgotten.

35. What colour does no.4 like?

Erm...random

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?

Normal friend i guess

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?

Hahaha..NC

38. What is no. 6 doing now?

Ask her.

Posted by Henry at 2:16 PM

~Special to Mr Joe~

"Father in Heaven, we praise You for giving us Your Son, to be our Saviour and Lord. I pray for Joe, may You keep him strong, give him strength to face the life with courage. Your presence to be with him and build a barrier to protect him from all challenges. Hear our prayer, loving Father, For we ask this in Jesus' Name. Amen "

Be strong, Mr. Joe. All of us will support you.
Henry and TEs

Posted by Henry at 11:34 PM

Some call them sicko but some do call them creative.

Posted by Henry at 10:50 PM

DRAMA

As in my former post, i was mentioned a "haunted" McD right? Well, I went there again for my group drama discussion. It's totally cudgel my brain for that.

At the first thought, I conceived that drama is just a piece of cake affair.
After the discussion, I feel like "Oh my God!!!!!!"

We can't think of anythings even the storyline.

A situation or succession of events in real life having the dramatic progression and emotional effect characteristic of a play is not an easy task.

We just wind up with nothing coz I rush back for meeting and Rannie have to go to setapak meet his friends.

Posted by Henry at 11:19 AM

Despondence of lately events....

Life is full of too much sad.

I am gloomy, I confess.

Always worrying, and worrying,

Must admit, tears I'm not denying.

Relinquish my pain, my sad, my worry

Cry my hear out in a hurry.

Taste of salt as water floods corners of my mouth,

Warm glacial rivers running south.

Life is full of too much stress.

I think too much, I confess.

Brain always racing, don't stop for breath

Just keeps pushing, escalating whatever's left.

Jumping to the worst conclusions,

Don't stop to think maybe just illusions.

Worn out day after day,

From over active mind, colorfully painting life's plays.

Life is full of too much peril.

Death haunts me, I confess.

Family members past and gone.

Worrying about life, and not lasting long.

Friends going through the circle of life,

Feel so helpless, can't stop death's strife.

Horror movies plaguing back of my mind

At advanced level, most can't find, unable to unwind.

Life is full of too much sadness.

I need to be more optimistic, yes.

No more dark, shadowy corners,

Going to shine, being reborn.

Letting go of sad; demons fell.

Life no longer living Hell.

Making my future bright as can be,

Focusing on having fun, being free.

~Memoried to my cousin~

Rest in Peace

~Judy~

Posted by Henry at 2:36 PM

Is there a girl or.............@@||| [MUST VIEW]

Gr...freaky experience~~

Venue: McD. section 14
Time: 3.44.44am

You can try to capture a picture of yourself at the third floor with conditions!!! You must take it alone and sit on the same seat, the girl will appear. Believe it or not? Just believe it.

Posted by Henry at 6:06 PM

The rubs, worries, and frustrates of life

My mind's frustration weighs, heavier than failure, everythings. My heart and I don't know how to endure. A yawning gulf between my vision and the reality. Are everythings in front of me fake? Am I just not worth enough to believe? Or just the bad guy to everyone? I don't know. A yawning gulf between the atmosphere I love to live and the atmosphere I live. I love to live under the vault of heaven. Yet, do I really can make it true? My existence lives in the valley of the shadow of death. Peace has escaped from my remembrance; delight, too. But I know a swing of the pendulum will change my face and fate. My surrender supreme shall marry my dream-boat with my reality-shore. Perhaps, everythings shall change tomorrow including me? Me? There are nothings that I can do for this moment, I'm just hoping for a better tomorrow.

Rubs,
Henry Neoh

Posted by Henry at 10:52 PM

New Year, New Life

Life is one thing that every heart makes a wish for,
It is something that you would want to give to one and all,
It is the only hope for a better tomorrow,
The only reliever for all your pain and sorrow.
It establishes a connection between your body and soul,
Gives you so much joy and happiness that you crave for more,
When you experience it you listen to the divine music that is so sweet to hear,A
nd you tread the long path of life, together without any fear.
Then the world down here means nothing more to you,
Coz what you wanted all your life is now with you,
You don’t have to strive hard to remain in the state that you are in,
Because now you are already reborn with a new life- "A new Beginning…"

Posted by Henry at 11:27 PM

Again???JFF

Posted by Henry at 10:38 PM

Tang Yuaaaaaaaaaaaaaan~~

Yesterday night, my roomate and I did "Tang Yuan" together. It was quite excited since it was the first time we did it without our mummy. And the result was quite good. haha... however, we were not able to find some colouring, so we subsitituted with other material:

Green=Ba Bao(the herb drinks)

Light brown=Milo

Dark brown=Nescafe

White=original

It taste like........i don't know how to describe, but it was just really good. The "Tang Yuan" also in variety of shape, cube, big sphere and small , and lastly "mickey shape"(which is my creation~TM). hhhhhhaha...By the way, we were enjoyed doing this...

Posted by Henry at 12:39 PM

Life is just like that~

There's always someone dislikes other person because she or he did something offenses her or his feeling. Basically, I'm not sure sometimes I did that too, most probably this is so called mortal of human being. Nothing special event happened today, just having class regarding to the schedule that had already fixed since the beginning of semester 2. Likewise, I had plan of going to Watson to buy something that maybe can surprise other TE on Christmas Eve. Yet, way always doesn't happen regarding to my expectation~~pouring right this moment. Haiz, life is just like that.

Posted by Henry at 5:50 PM

????

What is life actually? Life is somethings that accompany you to keep on surviving whenever you are sad, happy, frust even when you are under the stress of somethings, somethings that drive you crazy, mad, lost your mind and out of control. I want somethings new, i had tried so hard, so hard to achieve my desires, my goals. Yet what am i obtained is just trash, useless. I had put my effort, my energy but still.... Am I push myself too much? Hopefully, someone can answer me.

Posted by Henry at 10:35 PM

Mickey's DEAth~~

I think I'm better don't talk much in this experiment, it's rarely can accept by normal people~~~hehe~~

Posted by Henry at 8:47 PM

Bad Student!! haha, just kidding~~

Sleeping in class?? He is Choi...

Posted by Henry at 8:39 PM

What are they doing?? =,='''

What are Mr. Paul and Mr. Teh doing?? Better don't think too much =,='''

Posted by Henry at 8:37 PM

BIology lecturer became Programming lecturer???

Since when Mr. Paul is teaching programming in PA block??? haha...

Posted by Henry at 8:28 PM

Gr~~~~~

Life that I'm surviving is happened just like usual, nothing extraordinary thing happened. Like always, I'll on msn to chat. =,=''' Yet, things always out of my expectation!!!!!!!! I don't know what is the reason, I'm not able to chat today, you know why? I can show you......

Posted by Henry at 9:47 PM

Madness~~

~Standing on the middle of road~~~~~~~~


Sometimes things that happened to me really drive me crazy, i couldn't stand it anymore. Things always don't happen regarding to my expectation. I think I will just let it be happened naturally. I don't have the power to control them because I'm not Peter(Heroes =,='''). But just now, I was nearly to be sent to Blissful Hospital (Hospital Bahagia). I think only one person knew why I was so angry just now, yet it's not her fault, it's others. I really mad of that particular person, because of her, I can't print out my draft of public speaking's outline. Gr.....Things that I had finished early couldn't be perfect enough just because of her. Haiz...Tomorrow i have to rush to News Junction to print the draft. What a exhausted day?

Posted by Henry at 12:23 AM

Ways to make a perfect balloon??? =,=''''''''''''

Hmm.....it's not a balloon actually, it's a condom. This is the experiment that test for the condom's elasticity. Yup, the hypothesis and the advertisement are valid. My roomate (Orang Minyak) filled the "balloon" with water till it fullfill the empty space of the sink. It was his idea actually. Hold on............please do curious who is the owner of this condom? I will answer you. It was belong to..............................................................................Scott, my coursemate. Haha, please don't think that he is that kind of person, he was using that for his 5-minutes speech in Public Speaking. Haha...conclusion=this ''water filled balloon" could stand for two days regarding to the result of our experiment. haha....this experiment is for extra knowledges and JFF(just for fun).

Posted by Henry at 4:41 AM

Shoes, opps...

~Spiky, Michelle, Tweety, Scott, Jolin and me(Henry)~

This is the cleanest shoes competition, opps...obviously, I win....haha, just kidding.

Posted by Henry at 4:09 AM

Somethings Interesting to Share~~

I found somethings that really interesting while I was walking back to Section 17 few weeks ago.

1. Can't we just friends?

2. I'm pregnant.................=,='' Just Kidding!

3. My last boyfriend was a little BIGGER. =,=''' {what is that meant actually?}

4. I betcha I can FART louder than you can.

5. I tell my mom EVERYTHINGS. {Opps...}

6. Why can't you be more sensitive?

7. Stop hang out with your FRIENDS and spent MOOOORE time with ME!

8. Would you mind if I see more people? {Haiz....}

9. I've already picked out names for our CHILDREN.

10. Could you just run into The Store and grab me a box of PAD?

11. I bet I've been more GUYS than you have girls.

12. What's more important to you?...........ME or the FOOTBALL?

13. You must carry your CELL PHONE so I can call you ALL THE TIME!

Haha, funny right, someone just paste it in the car....

Posted by Henry at 3:55 AM

Mooooooooooooooody~~

I feel like the baby's emotion right now, kind of moody.

I don't know why, perhaps just the atmosphere?? I guess.

Posted by Henry at 3:17 AM

~GG Dota~

One thing i hate the most is I can't detect the game in the game list. Yet once I am able to enter GG, disconnected from host, gr..........sorry to Scott, Neo, Just(anonymous guy from.......dunno)Hehe...Yeah! I succeed to first blood JUST though he is nine level higher than me. That's great!!!!!!!!! :)

Posted by Henry at 11:37 PM

The types of LOVEs

Numerous types of the "LOVE"s indicate the life of Earth beings.

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.

It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

For everything there is a season,

And a time for every matter under heaven:

A time to be born, and a time to die;

A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;

A time to kill, and a time to heal;

A time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;

A time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;

A time to embrace,

And a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to seek, and a time to lose;

A time to keep, and a time to throw away;

A time to tear, and a time to sew;

A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

A time to love, and a time to hate,

A time for war, and a time for peace.

Posted by Henry at 10:44 PM

First Day to PartofMyLife

Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
and things are not what they seem.
Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art; to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul.

Posted by Henry at 7:37 PM